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Friday, March 28th

Been going okay, but not doing so well in the retaining hope department. It all just seems so hopeless.

"What do you do when you can't do nothing, but there's nothing you can do?"

"You do what you can."

Wednesday, March 12th

Shouldn't be surprised that I got sick after such a rough week, but it's the fact that I went out once for myself in months and that's where I got sick. Went to the Ren Faire, drank too much but had a good time otherwise. Now I'm sick as a dog, achey and weak. I'm so damn tired but still working, small blessings that I can still earn some money while sick working from home. But I plan on just sleeping once I'm done here. Uggggggh....

Friday, March 7th 2025

Holy shit work has been murderous this week. Husband has been hyperfixating on Warhammer and I've just been working my ass off, going to bed alone while he paints until late and then getting up to do it again. I'm trying to get rested up in between but I just haven't had the energy to do anything fulfilling after work and it's wearing on me. I haven't had the energy to work out and cooking hasn't been easy, there's just so much I gotta do that normally I would do in between orders at work but it's been so busy that I haven't been able to. I'm gonna hit the Pomodoro timer today to force myself to take breaks otherwise I won't get shit done this weekend. I have to clean the whole house while he's away at a tournament. I'm so tired.

Monday, March 3rd 2025

Took a mental health day today, spent the morning doing some gardening and yardwork, planted some strawberry tops from my breakfast. I don't plan on growing them to harvest but I can at least get them to start growing and add a little green for now. Did had a rather insane tarot pull asking for some help in finding my way and boy did it provide. This deck has been the most straightforward deck I've ever worked with, it's creepy everytime I do a pull from it. The rest of the day I'll spend cleaning and seeing what other productive things I can accomplish around the house before it's back to work tomorrow. I'm really digging the website as it is right now, all of the people out there offering so many free resources and help with coding definitely got me back into the swing of it. It makes me thing of my days on Gaia or MySpace, how much fun just some simple coding can be. I'm taking another month off social media for March so I really want to use my free time to keep the house in check and work on the website. I have some ideas of other things to add but a lot of it has been looking at other people's pages, liking what they've added and doing it myself. I like how approachable this all is, plus there's no clutter of new hobby supplies and it's totally free. It's really amazing how cool the community is. Once I get it to a place where I feel like people can look at it I'll look into some webrings to join. This has been a great blast from the past.